Monday, June 28, 2010

Realizations I've Come To.

My dog Moose is nuts and is a couple of french fries short of a Happy Meal. For example right now she's rolling around on the floor (our new wood laminate floor) trying to itch her back and doing this low throaty grunting noise, not enough to call it a growl but it's still just off. I'm not sure if she's angry/frustrated because she's having a hard time itching her back or if it's just her enjoying trying to itch her back. She'll do this for a decent period of time, 15 to 20 minutes, then she'll stop for awhile then start again. It's her new thing...She also sleeps in a position that we like to call the "seal". Wacky dog...

Sounds like rain again for the umpteenth time today. There's a low rumbling of thunder announcing it's approach...I was hoping to get outside this afternoon but I guess that's going to have to wait.
I suppose I should go get some more stuff done around the house. I've made myself a list today and I've done pretty good so far at knocking things off.

Random Fact: Identical twins do not have identical fingerprints.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Ponders (via text)

So I'm sitting here at work on Father's Day pondering things that are randomly crossing my mind....1st thing being changing my layout...but to what?? Any ideas?

2nd thing being how much I can't not wait to be on vacation next week! Not going anywhere but it'll be so nice to not have to come to work!!!

Saturday, June 19, 2010


So I just finished a really good book. It's called "Fallen" by Lauren Kate. It was really good and there's another book in the series due out in August. I finished it in 2 days. I couldn't put it down and I got completely lost in my own imagination. It very well might be the next Twilight...I also picked up "The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner" by Stephenie Meyer when we were at the bookstore on Wednesday. I haven't started to read that one yet. I'm always amazed at how lost I can get in a book. I hope I can pass that trait onto my kids because it's really nice to be able to fall into a really good book, especially if you're having a rough day. The only bad part it sometimes you have to finish the book in order to walk even then it's not the worse thing in the world....

I'm trying to squeeze in a quick blog entry before the day gets too busy. There isn't too much to say. We're still trying...I have a doctor's appointment on Monday for a midcycle. I'm limbo I guess is the best description. Part of me, my heart is thumping away saying this cycle is going to be the cycle...The other, my brain, is saying we just need to get through this cycle to get to the hormone injections...

I think I'm going to unplug for the rest of the day...or until atleast much later tonight...Until then...

Random Fact: Rain contains vitamin B12.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

June 2010

Haven't had much to post lately. The last round didn't work. Big shock. I knew it wasn't but I let my hopes get up anyway so of course I was upset when Tuesday came. Back to square one.

The funny thing is I'm calm at the moment. Tired but calm. I don't know why I'm so tired...

Ok I'm going to unplug and go relax -- I think I have a book that's been calling my name.

Random Fact: 3.The science of kissing is called philematology

Monday, June 7, 2010

I feel like crying.

I don't know why I allow myself to get my hopes up. I knew this round wasn't going to work; I told myself that and yet I feel like just curling into a ball and crying my eyes out. I took a test this afternoon and it was negative. The office said I should test on Wed so I know I tested early but I still think that it's telling the truth. I feel like I'm getting my period. I just want to have a family.

Random Fact: February 1865 is the only month in recorded history to not have a full moon.